Why herro!..

Oh my days, look at you all!
So shocked to see me(!) 
Ahaha, as if, no one loves me on ere..

BUT it ain't gunna stop me! D:

So,
Yes, I'm in College.
Yes, It's shit.
Yes, I was probably the one who was most looking forward to College.
Yes, I wish that I wasn't in either College or Sixth Form.
Yes, I wish life would just shove it where the sun don't shine.

 I'm having a tad bit of a ..crisis?
Well, other than my dad being in hospital..
(I'll spare details. I've been updating everyone and anyone about him.)
..Love. Boys. Gayness ¬_¬
I'm in a bit of a pickle with a guy in college, he likes me but I don't like him.
Or there's another guy in college who I like but he doesn't like me.

OR! There's another guy. Not from college though. I really like him.
Though it's wrong and would never happen (as he is taken), I can't stop thinking about him.
I find I'm so bored when he's not around.
And wanting him to keep me company when I'm on my tod.
I always look forward to seeing him, he makes me laugh alot.
I can talk to him easily as well. We have quite a bit in common methinks.
Suckage much, eh?

And there's all my friends now.
They all were in relationships.
Split up.
Now, probably, getting back into some new ones.
And there's me. Attracting guys I'm only going to hurt.
And I don't want to hurt them but if I say yes, I know my heart's not in it.
Woe is fuckin' me(!) and all that shit.. 

So..
If anyone acutally pays attention to me on this shit..
Please talk to me, I'll be glad of meeting/chatting to new people.
I think I could probably do with it.
Well, that and getting wrecked.

ttfn (: <3 x